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| Tuesday, August 29th, 2006 | | 9:14 pm |
confusing??
Confusing, wayyy too much has happened since my last update. Drama, stories, information, friendships, relationships, education, everything. Love?Jon and I have always had this thing, wierd relationship touch. He is single but I am not. I want to be with him. He fixes everything for me. He reunited a friend and I after about two years of fighting. Amazing, I know. Now what to do? We have times when we hang out then times when we don't.. it is little spurts. But we are always friends, pick up the phone and call eachother. I have a strong feeling toward him. Ugh.. what to do? Tyler and I are dating. Yuck, the worst relationship ever. He says he loves me and it has been like four weeks. Ouch I am not ready for that yet. He left for college awhile ago. And we haven't seen eachother for a long time. He goes and parties every night, getting high/drunk. I worry that he is with other girls. But then again he is not cute. Oops someone is at the door for me, I will update again later. ♥ | | Tuesday, July 25th, 2006 | | 9:23 pm |
oh shit
This whole time, I have not written, has just been hopey-dorey, with a large dose of sarcasm. Large dose. ♦my dog, my best friend, my family member died Friday. Ohh it hurts so much. Then a girl at work says that I am overdramatic about my dog's death. Fuck her. My dog, Maggie lived twelve happy years... she was mine. I had her before my sisters, I picked her out. Yeah I had dolls to play with but I always chose her to push in my stroller and to buy clothes for. I miss her terribly. I cried a lot. But it still hasn't completely hit me that she is gone forever because in the back of my mind I picture her playing a game with me or that she is just vacationing at 'doggie camp' again. I don't want her to be gone. No I will not ever accept it. ♦I really don't like a lot of people. How I manage to have friends is amazing. I guess I have high limits for friends. I just thought it was part of humanity to be nice and considerate, but I guess that it is hard to find these days. Well I can go ahead and be grumpy but I am not. I will write more tomorrow. Tyler is here to cheer me up.♥ we.will.be.writing.fairytales.by.the.end. ♥♥ | | Wednesday, July 19th, 2006 | | 9:41 am |
exclusively new The Name Is Ashley.But am I ever addressed as such? Nope, which I like, my name is too common--there are like 1894014463841210 Ashleys. I have nicknames like crazy. Call me whatever-- but something creative. Not dull. I hate dull. This is a new livejournal. Yes, a new one, meaning I have had one before. That was when I was like ten. I don't remember the username, I would love to see what I wrote about then. What my major crisis was? Homework not done? No studyhalls? Hah, it's amazing how we change. Now it's more like- what time is work? when are friends leaving for college/camps? who is my ex playing? who the school slut is with now? Yep, it's what high school aka "these are the best days of our lives" is all about. Anywho, I am actually home for today. That is amazing, no work, no sisters, no cottage. What am I going to do? Call my-so-called friends that never ever return the calls? Don't think so. I am taking the day to myself-- chilling in the sun to achieve my summer color. Yay. Tonight I will see what's up with the amigos. Oh and I can't forget my run, I have three miles to do at some point, today. Not too much. Just preparing myself for soccer. Then yoga class to prepare for karate and dance. And it will be interesting, I over analyze too much to attend yoga, but we'll just have to see. ♥.mysterious.boyfriend. |
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